Sedated-Sanity

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Sometimes I can't breathe or rather I don't want to, its like I'm taking something thats doesn't belong to me.. Life is something that you should cherish but I have no desire to. I'm just in existence because I have to be, there are people I care about I can't let them suffer its why I've struggled this long.. with my depression and my anxiety I'll never be able to live a normal life and no one understands that. I wish everyone hated me so I didn't have a reason to hold onto.. maybe me letting go is the answer if I stop breathing I won't worry, I won't care and eventually they won't either. Cause in all honesty I'm not that great. I

Neverland by Sedated-Sanity, literature

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Neverland

Neverland... neverland? More like alice in wonderland. Lonely kids lookin for something trying to grasp it up from nothing We're all mad here ain't that the truth. mental stability blinding our youth Daily struggles within our mind we can't stand still we can't unwind It's why we resort to all these addictions leaving behind previous conflictions Wishing now for false constrictions to get me out of these contradictions Its never easy to live the way we've been livin cause our hopes and dreams are easily misgiven People take and take and we keep forgiven but they never learn they keep on forgetten Our generation is kind but easi

Birthday Wishes by Sedated-Sanity, literature

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Birthday Wishes

The smell of matches And the harsh inhale of smoke The emotion detaches Yet I still feel choked The feeling of rainfall or is it tears from my eyes? Letting free of yesterday one more time. The storm is in comparison i feel just like it does. Waging wars of lightning and thunder until it never was. I'm anxious about tomorrow the day is filled with disarray this cluttered way of thinking in my mind they will stay. The storm will pass but these feelings won't wither in the end the storm doesn't get me either Time stands still, wish these emotions were withheld. It seems never ending this misfortune I'm dealt I don't want to be this.

Idk just something I wrote by Sedated-Sanity, literature

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Idk just something I wrote

Two hearts one love never seem to be enough, One kiss two wrongs never thought it'd hurt this much Yeah this one hurts a little Always seem to be in the middle Now that its all out, it hurts much worse don't think this pain will disperse Even though you've all forgotten I'm still left here mid thought an I've done it all, no matter how hard I try these feelings just won't seem to die Stuck here waiting for nothing to happen I realize its just another mishap an I really thought you could've been mine I should've learned to read between the lines Two minds one game deception puts us to shame, One crush two cheating now whose left dec

Sleep Deprived by Sedated-Sanity, literature

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Sleep Deprived

A sleepless night a mind wondering night hard to get any rest when you reminiscing the bad and worst times, how many mistakes you've made and how you never learn. Dreaming is what my sanity clings to whether subconscious or conscious dreaming is a necessity only difference is control for you can't control a nightmare. I lye awake consuming more toxins to put me in this subconscious state I so desperately need maybe this dream will last forever? Hard to tell when you've lost all control.

Rain. by Sedated-Sanity, literature

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Rain.

Sometimes the rainy days are the best days, though the sadness shines through at least the silence does me good cause in the end whose going to visit on day like that? But what do you do when there is no rain? Sweet irony, my soul is raining the most dreadful storm but the sky is so clear not a cloud in site just the ones that cloud my mind. Rain, I could have really used you this morning. I'm sorry fate did not make it so. What must I do to have clear skies?

Regreting the Forgotten by Sedated-Sanity, literature

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Regreting the Forgotten

I can't express this feeling it's way more then regret what I did was disgraceful it's an act you can't forget I'm not asking for forgiveness cause honestly how could you? I just hope you don't hate me cause beneath it all I love you. I can't tell you why I did it cause I myself don't comprehend. I guess my heart took over and betrayed us in the end. the feelings I can't describe was I jealous? was it lust? in the end I don't care cause I dismantled your trust I kept letting it go on, none of this was my intention I couldn't stop myself from it cause I liked the attention.. Talking with him subsided my madness but also brought through

Endure the Pain of a Broken Heart by Sedated-Sanity, literature

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Endure the Pain of a Broken Heart

I've tried to ease my emotions I've tried to endure But these simple little things have left insecure. These swollen eyes of mine can never be seen because the person I am now has become obscene. The feelings I have the thoughts I don't share this love is the regrets I can't seem to bare. Who knew that rejection would rip me apart even though I knew the answer right from the start. You don't understand the lengths I go to you don't know the bullshit I have to go through. talking normally still leaves me trembling and even though we've stopped I'm still left remembering. Baby, I love you I don't think you understand without you my

Encouragement from a Troubled Soul by Sedated-Sanity, literature

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Encouragement from a Troubled Soul

Life swallows you hole and spits you back out deceiving everything you try to do is what it's all about Spoiling you one minute and diminishing you the next seeing if you can handle any kind of context It's all just a story the higher ups are telling they gotta keep it interesting or the book won't be selling Every tarnished memory you bare will soon come to an end This isn't the time for to quit the experience my friend Don't give into temptation when it seems there's no hope we both can make it through this, we'll find a way to cope So many factors can leave you wondering your existence The fact that your reading this now is no coi

Silence by Sedated-Sanity, literature

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Silence

Sitting here in never ending silence Witnessing the imaginary violence Thinking of nothing but troubled times Remembering the symphony of my crimes Emotionless faces fading into the darkness The verbal abuse compensating the heartless These thoughts are always in my head Remain in silence you'll wined up dead Killing myself has never been an option But when faced with silence I feel no caution Feels like death is taking my sanity Withering away whats left of my vanity

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His Infernal Majesty by Sedated-Sanity, literature

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His Infernal Majesty

"IN JOY AND SORROW" "I'M BURIED ALIVE BY LOVE" but "JOINING ME I DEATH" is simply unheard of "DISARM ME WITH YOUR LONELINESS" And "SHATTER ME WITH HOPE" and I'll "KEEP ON PRETENDING" somehow we'll cope Behind "THIS FORTRESS OF TEARS" there's a "FUNERAL OF HEARTS" clinging to your "WICKED GAMES" and tearing us apart "HEARTACHE EVERY MOMENT" "IN THE ARMS IF RAIN" soon we'll be walking down "DEAD LOVERS LANE" "PLEASE DON'T LET IT GO" cause "I'M SCARED TO DEATH" "YOU ARE THE ONE" I say with my last breath "I LOSE YOU TONIGHT" cause "DEATH IS IN LOVE WITH US" this is my "DYING SONG" to you please don't make a fuss With "THE WINGS OF A

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Artist // Hobbyist // Literature

May 11
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..:: Other Account's ::..
KC-pixels - BASES
VAL0VE - MAIN

This account I've made is for all my Poems and Stories I write.
while the other two are to separate my base work from my art work c:}
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^{-Nabiki Amakusa}

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Favourite Movies

Anything with Robert Downey Jr, Johnny Depp, Norman, Reedus, Sean Patrick Flannery, Sean William Scott, Leo DiCaprio, Tommy Lee Jones, John Wayne, Judy Garland.

Favourite TV Shows

Friends, Big Bang Theor, THE WALKING DEAD, Rosanne, Ridiculousness, Scarred, Viva la Bam, and lots of different Anime.

Favourite Bands / Musical Artists

Paramore, Eminem, Simple Plan, Aerosmith, HIM, BoA, Lindsey Sterling, Destery Moore.

Favourite Books

Anything by Stephen King, Tuck Everlasting, Twilight, Harry Potter, and lots of different Manga

Favourite Writers

Stephen King, David Allen Poe

Favourite Games

DRAGON AGE, Kingdom hearts, Zelda, Haunting Ground, The Walking Dead, Left 4 Dead, Crisis, Corpse Party, Amnesia.

Favourite Gaming Platform

Xbox 360, Alienware Laptop.

Other Interests

I have a really unhealthy obsession with Kyo Sohma, and Robert Downey Jr.

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Aug 22, 2015

Thanks for the fave!

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